my life…

Well.. here i am in Jakarta…
Having back my routine after a year absent from my daily life…
Back to busy days of works… back to traffic again…
i found it so difficult.. especially without you… dad…
hehe.. ga ada yang jemput aku lagi niy Yah…

25 and graduate!!….

where am i in 25?.. that’s what i asked in my mind when i was high school kid..
Well, the answer is: i was at Green Island, Great Barrier Reef – Cairns.. ^_^ snorkeling funded by Australia..

n the best gift ever is that I’ve graduated… i’ve got my title on Master of Environment.. alhamdulillah

Dad n Eyang,  i dedicated my title for both of you… n i know you were smiling up there talking about me..

i love you eyang….

i love you dad….

Fragile…

The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
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Almost a year I’ve been living in Brisbane..

Many things happened here..

I’m glad that I’ve got a chance to study here..

But…

If only I knew I will lose you, I wouldn’t come here..

I wish I could turn back time..

I always think I’ve choose the wrong way now..

I’m going back home soon Dad..

Home will never be the same without you..

Dad, I miss you..

Letter for my beloved dad..

Dear Dad,

I miss you so much..
Im sorry for not being your good girl..

I wouldnt go to Brisbane if i knew that you’d leave me..
Dad, O daddy..

I remembered those days when we went to work together..
you usually fell asleep everytime i started the car on..
you never mad even when i woke you up coz i crashed your car…

i always enjoyed our time together when i could treat you eating ‘ayam bakar’..
i always thinking about you, mom, deri, and dea..

i jst finished my  presentation today..

i knew you were there watching n i bet you’re smiling seeing me talking in front of the class..

daddy, im a big girl now.. i know i made you proud.. :)

i love you so much..
have a safe trip there.. and say my regards to eyang uti n eyang kakung..
i always pray for all of you..
i know you always will watching me, mom, deri, n dea..

dont worry, i’ll take care of them..
i’ll be good daddy.. i always be your girl.. i will make you n eyang always smiling up there..:)

hugs n kisses,
with love,

your first daughter
Fitri

ayah

baru aja pulang dari rs jam 1.00 am

well..im about to leave in a week from now.. but my dad is now lying in a hospital..

trauma sama rumah sakit..

 

 

ayah cepet sembuh dong..

penyakitnya jangan dirasa tapi dilawan..

yang penting sekarang banyak berdoa n tawakal aja..

ayah ga usah mikir macem2 ya..

tih minta maaf kalo suka marah2 n nyakitin hati ayah disengaja maupun ga disengaja..

tih juga udah maafin ayah koq..

kita sama2 mulai dari awal lagi ya ayah..

 

 

ohana means family.. family means nobody get left behind.. **lilo n stitch