my life…

Well.. here i am in Jakarta…
Having back my routine after a year absent from my daily life…
Back to busy days of works… back to traffic again…
i found it so difficult.. especially without you… dad…
hehe.. ga ada yang jemput aku lagi niy Yah…

25 and graduate!!….

where am i in 25?.. that’s what i asked in my mind when i was high school kid..
Well, the answer is: i was at Green Island, Great Barrier Reef – Cairns.. ^_^ snorkeling funded by Australia..

n the best gift ever is that I’ve graduated… i’ve got my title on Master of Environment.. alhamdulillah

Dad n Eyang,  i dedicated my title for both of you… n i know you were smiling up there talking about me..

 

i love you eyang….

i love you dad….

Fragile…

The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
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Almost a year I’ve been living in Brisbane..

Many things happened here..

I’m glad that I’ve got a chance to study here..

But…

If only I knew I will lose you, I wouldn’t come here..

I wish I could turn back time..

I always think I’ve choose the wrong way now..

I’m going back home soon Dad..

Home will never be the same without you..

Dad, I miss you..

Letter for my beloved dad..

Dear Dad,

I miss you so much..
Im sorry for not being your good girl..

I wouldnt go to Brisbane if i knew that you’d leave me..
Dad, O daddy..

I remembered those days when we went to work together..
you usually fell asleep everytime i started the car on..
you never mad even when i woke you up coz i crashed your car…

i always enjoyed our time together when i could treat you eating ‘ayam bakar’..
i always thinking about you, mom, deri, and dea..

i jst finished my  presentation today..

i knew you were there watching n i bet you’re smiling seeing me talking in front of the class..

daddy, im a big girl now.. i know i made you proud.. :)

i love you so much..
have a safe trip there.. and say my regards to eyang uti n eyang kakung..
i always pray for all of you..
i know you always will watching me, mom, deri, n dea..

dont worry, i’ll take care of them..
i’ll be good daddy.. i always be your girl.. i will make you n eyang always smiling up there..:)

hugs n kisses,
with love,

your first daughter
Fitri

project..project.. :)

guess what..

ive got a new project..;)

so.. last sunday, my friends and i jst had a meeting with some people from Queensland Moslem Community..

They want us to help them to collect data about mosques around Queensland especially Brisbane..

I mean, friends, we will make a history…

So.. the data will be wrapped into digital stories… so everyone in Queensland can access it..

and i may say.. this will be a big project for us… ^_^ doain yah….

 

-dev-

silly thoughts..

after a long conversation with my mom………..

 

i wonder..

is there anyone in this world… that would generously gave me everything the best that he had ( i mean really the best), even if i didnt ask him to…

well.. as far as i know, i never met that kinda guy..

..maybe im not that lucky enough yet..

 

Sorry God, for asking another silly things again…. im jst hoping too much, aint i??

hufff…. wake up dev… stop daydreaming!!!….

actually there’s a philosophy saying, “if you want to give something to someone else, give the best one not the bad one”…

Im trying to put that philosophy to my daily life now, eventhough sometimes it’s hard to do it…

imagine if you have two bags, one is new and the other is old.. and suddenly your sister, or your brother, or your girl/boyfriend really needs a bag.  would you give the new one to him/her?

that’s the challenge of your heart…….. goodluck

susahnya cari kerja!!

huhu.. lagi meratapi tabungan yg makin lama makin menipis..

susahnya hidup di negri orang tanpa kerjaan.. :’( ga bisa niy ngandelin uang stipend doang…

 

pingin beli baju n spatu n jalan2.. smua ketahan euyyy…..

udah masukin lamaran tapi belum dipanggil2.. sedihnya..

baru skg deh tuh ngerasain susahnya cari kerjaan.. rasain lo!!

 

 

ya Allah, aku bersyukur banget di jakarta sudah punya kerjaan tetap.. tapi berikanlah aku kerjaan part-time selama di oz..

next target… find a part-time job.. !!!! ayo dev smangaaattt….

Gundar

jst got a message from a friend. She told me that Gundarma University, my uni when i was doing my bachelor degree, is at the rank of 1604.. Bogor Agricultural Institute is at rank of 2063

 

wow..that’s good things. I really congratz the marketing staff of Gunadarma. It’s a big success..

you can see from this link : webometrics

just watched a tennis match of Australian Open last night.. a fantastic game by roger federer vs rafael nadal

to be honest.. im not a fan of tennis until now.. both are good players..

i made a bet with my best friend. I won for Nadal… yippiee…..

 

 

 

cant wait what’s next…. (excited…..^_^)

today…

doing my assignments..T_T

it’s surely not fun when you have to do your assignments while you’re still in summer holiday..

well…. that’s the risk to become a good student….

Go Go for HD!!!!!!!!

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